This blog is irrelevant.
I’d stop hunting, fishing and caring bout trucks for you to come back. I’d sell all my trucks. And spend every penny on you.
Today woulda have been our two year if I didn’t fuck up, I think about it all the time, and what I shoulda done, it just sucks knowing it was all my fault. Today was the hardest day ina long time. I went through a tank of gas in my truck today. Every turn I made I ended up going towards your house. I had to turn around everytime cause i know I’m not welcome there. I hope your doing well at anything you’re doing cause I know you’re doing great things. If you read this I just wanna tell you i have changed a lot since we broke up. I don’t know if for the better or the worst. But I keep my goofy ass smile on my face day in and day out. Even if I’m having a rough day. I hope you don’t feel anything like I do. Everytime I hear your name I start to tear up. If I see your picture I break down. I can’t even ride in heather anymore. So many good times. You’re name still on the whiteboard in the garage. I’ll never forget about you. You’re the greatest girl I could ever wish for. I miss and love you like crazy. Oh yeah. I carry the notebook in my back ever since you told me to keep it. It won’t ever leave. Thanks for making my life great Delaney.
i cry all the time. we did everything together, and everything reminds me of you. i cant even ride in my truck without getting upset. i cant believe how stupid i am. im still gonna try to get you back even though you say its pointless. i love you with all my heart.
but its not stopping me. ima get you back. because i love you eryn delaney.
since luke asked you out ive been flipping out. i dont just want you, i need you. youre the most amazing girl i have ever met. and i wont quit till you are mine again. i know it wont be the same cause all the shit ive done but if i try hard enough it will be evenutally and im okay with working on it. id quit hunting for you. id stop caring bout toyotas for you.